Do you see the negative from a situation or an opportunity?
We always have a choice to make when any situation approaches us. You know for so long I had always seen the negative first. I was a trained pessimist since childhood. I just feel it was the generation of its time. Things really changed in 2008 after I started reading some books that had an influential meaning to me. I began to experience things with a heightened awareness.
The Power of Now had a really huge impact on me. The way my life was moving was very incredible. I had an overwhelming sense of joy and the things in my life were looking very positive.
I went from living on a couch to moving to Newport Beach with my own place. It was an amazing feeling. But then almost an entire year later I lost it all. Thank God for the support I had. But I had lost my positive energy and resorted to my old preconditioned ways.
That all changed suddenly a month and a half ago. I had made the decision to quit drinking alcohol. I am Native American (Ojibwe), and we tend not to be able to control drinking alcohol as good as others. So I had to quit or I was about to lose everything. Sober 41 days today. Everything seemed to work itself out once I made the change. My optimism is back and I have created awesome music. I couldn't be happier. A lot of things can happen with change. It may be scary, but I know its great to see the results.
So don't be afraid, because there is always room for improvement.
Aloha,
A.G.
Gigs what it is ha lol congrats on the sobriety homie your boy JP from the D
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