When I was drinking, my life was that boat in the picture ready to get smashed. No control over my life. The alcohol controlled me. I couldn't go without drinking for more than 3 days max. Life was miserable and I was masking all my pain and emotions. Everything was bottled up and I was an explosion waiting to happen. Then it all came crashing down on New Years. A very expensive and reckless 2 day binge in Orange County. I don't know what I was thinking at all. I almost drove to Michigan to meet with my tribal shaman to help heal me. All it took were the words of some very special people in my life. I came home after almost driving all the way to Vegas. Reality hit me and I was at risk of losing everything. I stopped on January 3rd.
Since then, nothing but good things and great opportunities have been happening. I can wake up feeling good again. I feel healthy and I fell back on my music. It helped save my life.
We all have our own demons.
A.G.
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