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I think about the people who have come and gone thru my lifetime. Some good, some bad. I sometimes think of the crazy things I have done in my life. I am happy to have survived. Thank god I have finally realized it is not my time to go. I have a vision of growing to be an old man like my grandpa someday. I never used to think about the future. It was all so foreign to me, all I ever cared about was the moment. Which is good, but I was just taking it way too extreme with some of the partying I was doing. I used to think it came hand in hand with being a musician, but it was more obviously a party than it was a job. All I needed was an excuse and the party begun. I don't ever want to be that person again. When I say party, I'm talking about drugs, Cocaine and Ecstacy. But it is all so long ago it seems foreign. I am 212 days sober from alcohol and I'll tell you I feel great. If you know me personally, I am sure you can't believe it. But hey I'm trying to be a better person and role model for my son. I am a better person without the alcohol.
One Love,
Sun Fire
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